the sun rises to another day my constitution keeps changing 'til it slips away so I lie awake and stare my mind thinking, just wondering is anybody there? should I stay or go should I sleep or stay awake am I really happy or is it all just an illusion sitting in my room now hiding thoughts just hoping one day ill get out I hear a voice call my name breaking trance, so silent so I can stay the same should I stay or go should I sleep or stay awake am I really just happy or is it all just an illusion wait now, things left unsaid this life remains the same but I change I try to fool myself in believing things are going to get better but life goes on should I stay or go should I sleep or stay awake am I really happy or is it all just an illusion